I Beat My Mom and She Loved It!!!.

I'm a Young artist, but This is not Art in the traditional sense. I have been on a Make-up Craze and I am Loving it!!!! Yes, I do need to start posting my Art Work that I put on paper, but at the moment I am desperate for the art I put on faces!!!! I must say That I'm quite good at it!!!!!!! If I do say so my
Self (and I DO!) OAN:So my mom gave me yet another chance to work my magic on her. There has been many trials and errors, but she's finally satisfied with the results!!!!She's my biggest critic and My biggest supporter and I'm Glad I made her happy today... What do you guys think? Constructive Criticism Only Please! And for more of my work add me on Facebook @Janessa Marie Johnson Thanks Again Guys!!!!!

Hey Guys!!!! First I want to wish my Beautiful Twin cousins a Happy Birthday!!!..(Michelle and Nichelle I love you both and Happy 21st Birthday!). I know they kicked it because if no one else knows how to turn up and throw a party those to do!!But in other words I just wanted to say Thank you to them as well because they asked me! (Out of all people) to do their makeup!!!!..It probably had something to do with the fact that it was free, (lol) but I am still so happy that they trusted me to make them even more gorgeous on their big day!!!. For the eye-shadow I went with Natural toned colors that would blend well with their skin(I didn't want to make them too dramatic). And used a brown lip pencil and clear pink lip Gloss for the Lips. I'm gonna post some pictures of my work and you tell me what you think!!!!! I'm going to add the products I used after the picutres And for more just follow me at my Facebook @JanessaMarieJohnson or at my Google plus page @JanessaMarieJohnson..Thanks Loves.. And here's the Pictures!!!!!

Eye-shadow: Matte Kit SANTEE

e.l.f. Dark brown lip pencil

Bare Mineral's Prime Time

L.A. Girl Pro Concealer (TOAST)

L.A. Girl Pro Concealer (FAWN) (used for foundation color)

Victoria's Secret Flavored Lip Gloss

Bare Mineral's Flawless Definition Mascara

Bare Mineral's Powder Eyeliner

Sephora Contouring 101 Face Palatte

Make-Up Look and Poem of the day!!!!!

Decided to showcase my make-up look for today and asked people how they thought I did. I received so much great constructive criticism (All about my uneven Eyebrows lol) with a LOT of love, So the motivation I have to continue is off the charts, but I did get hit with a comment from on of the ladies that saw my work and this is what she had to say " Social media has created so many Narcissistic people. If you could capture a selfie of your soul I wonder if it would be this beautiful to post."
Now I don't want to read too much into what she said or take it as an insult because I actually liked the question( If she meant it as one) but With the way the world is set up now People find negativity in everything someone does. But OAN here's what I replied "​​ I'd like to believe that my soul is just as beautiful as I feel and hopefully look on the outside...I've worked on myself and have been working on becoming a better me mentally and Spiritually  for the last 23 years. So the answer to your question is yes. If I can post a picture of my self baring my soul it would be just as captivating, Evenmore so...Your question was very intersting (I Liked It)"..... Pretty good amswer right? And I'm actually a little Thankful for that comment on my post because it gave me inspiration to write my next poem.  And Here she Goes

You saw my face and immediately judged me on my beauty
Saying that I must be narcissistic because of the way that I flaunt myself
I admit that My beauty does get recognised by Males and Females alike but
At no point in time do I announce my entrance when I walk into a room
I have never needed all eyes on me to feel adequate
Nor have I ever needed anyone elses mention of my beauty to feel like I measure up to ones standard of attractiveness
But
Eyes follow me
Most tell me I am beautiful and even those who think I am physically unattractive flock to me like a moth to a Flame because whats underneath
Cannot be contained
I do not seek attention and most times shy away from praise because I already know that I am beautiful
because I said so
I walk with my head held high
And give occasional smiles to those I just so happen to make eye contact with
And for some reason it just works
My eye and smile combonation is a door that people immediately want to walk through
To get to know the beauty that radiates within
that so easily shines through physically
Transcend
Anything I could ever broadcast physically
Narcissistic
I AM NOT
But my soul
Illuminates
EVERYTHING!!!!!!!

What did you think about it?
And here's the picture that I broadcasted to the world..lol.. Let me know how you feel about it!!!!

Constructive criticism Please!!!LBVS

Valentine's Day Makeup Look!!!!

Decided to share some Black Beauty from Valentine's Day! (Fierce!!!!!) I recently Got my hair Protected in some long Poetic Justice inspired braids and they are Gorgeous!!!. I paired my Black and Burgundy eye shadow with a beautiful Burgundy and Pink Ombre Lip and of Course my Eyebrows are on Fleek!!!!LOL! Here is the finished look!!!!!!

Monster Called Jealousy

I try so very hard to contain her
But every now and again she rears her ugly green head desperate to take away the the control that I have over her.
What's hers is hers and She will Not allow me to be lenient with my kindness
She calls me weak
Which in return makes me question my own actions
I want to unleash her, but I know when I allow her wrath to dominate me in mind, body, and ,spirit,
I will become the crazy one,
Knowing that she'll be the blame.
So I ask..Why do you hate her?
"I just fucking do!!!!!!"
(This is what she does
Curse at me while spewing hatred and negativity)
She has done nothing to you, yet you want me to condemn her.?"
"What did she do?"
"She think she's fucking better than me!!!!!She think she's fucking better than you!!!!!
She's ugly!! And I hate her!!!!"
"But she isn't..In fact I was told that she is even more beautiful than I..Which automatically makes her more beautiful than you."
'You are threatened by her. She makes you insecure and it eats you up inside. That's why you never have logical answers to the questions I ask.
You never have reasonable replies."
"But WHY?!?!?!"
" I have everything I have wished for, Which automatically means the same for you,"
"Why do you want to come out and cause problems for me. I'm not the one who has these insecurities..Its YOU.!!!!!!"
"But you are! You see we are one and the same. And because you don't want to face the fucking facts. I am where you lay all of the blame.!!!!!!"
"Your heart starts to beat faster Every time you hear her name."
" It makes you sick doesn't it?, That voice in the back your Head telling you that she will Always be there..in HIS heart."
I gasp.
"Yeah," She smirks
"That's the reason, you're mad. You can't express it because you're scared he's gonna give you that bullshit ass answer he already had."
"YOU have no logical reason for feeling this way towards her, but you feel she has a hold on what's yours and you want to snatch that shit back!!!
"You wouldn't be able to compete with her!!!" She laughs!
I wouldn't be able to compete with her!!"
"And I'm Jealous...
"YOU'RE" Fucking Jealous!!!!!!!!."

A Poem for GOD(Mother)

We are all born knowing that our mother is God..Until someone start to spread lies!!!!!...My Black Queen,
She is God and have always been the supreme being in my eyes.
When I called upon her name she was there.
In the midnight hour, when I felt like I couldn't make it,
She was there.
When I was hungry, she fed me.
When I was sick She healed me.
She gave me life.
And If that isn't God then who could it possibly be,
I have always known GOD!
We are connected physically
She calls to me spritually
The Glue that Holds my family together. The Nurturing Soul, My fathers wife.
I am created in her Image!
Her blood runs Through Me!
So Don't feed me lies about who You think the Supreme being is...Or Your so called interpretation of God
Because Mother is God
It's just spelled differently.!!!

Writer's Block!

My mind is literally at a standstill,
No creative juices flowing through me at will,
Spewing the most articulate and beautiful words I could ever spill,
I have to contemplate and think
Daydreaming about writing the best shit that I could EVER write, but I just can't find the words.
"I've run out of answers. I've run out of time. I'm so confused that I'm losing my mind."
The same lyrics keep rushing through my head, constantly reminding me that
It may not be as easy as it use to be.
Will it EVER ?
I do not believe that it will
My mind is literally at a standstill,
Frozen
Is this writer's block?
When all I can do is sit in my bed and Reminisce when this shit use to come to me so easy
And then I blink
And within that blink the clock has suddenly changed.
So you mean to tell me that in 300 to 400 milliseconds, 2 hours have passed and I still haven't created magic with this pen to paper, but my NAME!?!?
This is most definitely not the same.
My mind is literally at a standstill
You want synonymous?
Constant, Deadlocked, immobile, immovable, inactive, inert, latent, passive, ridgid, stable, stagnant, stalled, stationary, sticky, still, stuck, paused, unfluctuating, unmoving,
Oh
You didn't know?
I'm a mean motherfucka with words, But for the life of me I can't get them to perform for me.
To dance beautifully against this page.
My mind is literally at a stand still, Unchanging,
Stopped.