Saturday, January 16, 2016

Writer's Block!

My mind is literally at a standstill,
No creative juices flowing through me at will,
Spewing the most articulate and beautiful words I could ever spill,
I have to contemplate and think
Daydreaming about writing the best shit that I could EVER write, but I just can't find the words.
"I've run out of answers. I've run out of time. I'm so confused that I'm losing my mind."
The same lyrics keep rushing through my head, constantly reminding me that
It may not be as easy as it use to be.
Will it EVER ?
I do not believe that it will
My mind is literally at a standstill,
Frozen
Is this writer's block?
When all I can do is sit in my bed and Reminisce when this shit use to come to me so easy
And then I blink
And within that blink the clock has suddenly changed.
So you mean to tell me that in 300 to 400 milliseconds, 2 hours have passed and I still haven't created magic with this pen to paper, but my NAME!?!?
This is most definitely not the same.
My mind is literally at a standstill
You want synonymous?
Constant, Deadlocked, immobile, immovable, inactive, inert, latent, passive, ridgid, stable, stagnant, stalled, stationary, sticky, still, stuck, paused, unfluctuating, unmoving,
Oh
You didn't know?
I'm a mean motherfucka with words, But for the life of me I can't get them to perform for me.
To dance beautifully against this page.
My mind is literally at a stand still, Unchanging,
Stopped.

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